I’ve Come up For Air

I don’t know when my last post was (yeah, I know it’s pretty easy to find out, but seriously, don’t fuck with me today).  It was a long time ago.  The days seem to blur together.  I feel a bit of a lull right now. 

The weather is turning colder and it’s darker outside.   Thoughts turn inward and, like the weather, tend to stray toward the darker.  The summer provided a sort of break from whatever was twisting me up.  I was outside a ton and I managed to stay at someone else’s place for many warm nights (wink, wink).  Now I’m coming up out of the flood waters and facing those thoughts that were pushed aside while I had better things to do.

For all intents, it’s the end of summer vacation for me.  Realities have a way of creeping up on you when you aren’t paying attention.  I need to get some cash together (my last venture had a rather unpleasant ending – possibly more on that later), I need to clean (yes, it has been that long) and I need to shake loose the cobwebs that led me to take summer vacation in the first place.

I guess you could say I’m needy.  Send fruit and liquor, please.  Thanks.

Also, to both Chicago baseball teams : Go piss on a rail.  You owe me money.

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